My Name is Diniar

I love you in silence
prolonged silent
hope no one knows and only I know
for all not so messy
including you, I do not want you to know
because actually I do not want to lose you
because this feeling should not exist

 
silent, silent, and silent ...
I continue to love you
until a time until the climax Barbie
slama uncovered everything I watch and I save ..
you know ..
You know, I love you ..
my fear is increasingly becoming
makes me weak and weak ..

 
Initially, you only know this silence all
I'm relieved ..
but ..
as time went by you let sit me
I'm a weak back and kept quiet down ..
you hate me ...!!!!
it's not fair!
unrequited love Bencii
tried to hate you = road that was not too bad

 
trying to hate from time to time
FAIL!
my love even more to be and almost killed me when I know you're with him ..
Fragile!
especially when I know you're sitting with him ..
messy .. destroyed and somehow the longer I have to call it ..

 
I hate this road ..
I hate this stupid game!
lover as if mocking keterpurukanku!
I hate you and your boyfriend too!
but I'm stupid .. even too stupid ..
Barbie kuumbar for you!
kuumbar word love you!
already complete my sadness ..
can not be with you and now you hate me!

 
year after year passed.
I nor you have the more mature
was supposed to think like an adult person
terusterusan not silent and angry ..
there was no word of love to you .. I Umbar
there is no longer I who kept menerormu ..
I no longer try to forget you
because I know it's too suliit for me ..
let alone hate you ..
it is impossible for me to do
because all that is in you, I love her
until the shortcomings I still love you
never afraid of my love for you even though the storm trying to ruin it
I try to get through all the normal manner as if there was no love for you
still I'm not desperate to make sure that I love you so much ..
I keep feeling it now neatly
store it in dimensiku itself for no one take it or just ruin it ..
until one day I tried to apologize to you
and answer: "You nggag anyways I've got one ma ta??"
my lips to create curved lines ..
my heart .. somehow I can not describe it
gets apology from you, I have been very very happy if my life there is no load let alone later if I got your love and you become my priest .. I can not imagine that ..
I'm sure, God shows the way for my love ..
my love for you will never die ..
dozens of times I tried to forget you .. hate .. in a different way
but still you. you and you're in my heart.
you forever ..
nobody else but you ..
only this time I feel a sense of so great .. taste so great ..
I love to laugh
I love you cry
I love you slumped
I love fall
I love you happy ..
always have you in my prayers prayers ..
may Allah unite our hearts ..
tied with silk love
in the holy bond pair of human children .. Amiin